To an old friend,
It's like these past three years have meant nothing to you. There was never an option for you to choose between me and her but you chose her anyway. I never gave you a reason to choose. But you did so anyway.
Finding out was like a slap in the face. It took me surprise at first then after it was done, it hurt. Leaving a red hand mark on my face. How could you do this to me? It left me broken but I couldn't let you see that, I can't let you see it. I hate this, I hate feeling this way. Knowing that my own best friend hates me. I can't even look at myself anymore. Having someone hate me is unbearable. It's like I'm not even good enough. My world just fell apart this morning. It's like nothing mattered except for the fact that you left me there. No words, no warning, just an unfriend on facebook.
After all we've been through? It's like you left me like I was nothing, maybe I am? I'm starting to believe it. I just feel so pathetic and confused.
I keep telling myself that it's YOUR lost but I still feel pretty miserable.
I just want to know... WHY?!
you're pathetic. I just want in someway to make sure that YOU know that about yourself. But it's not my position to let you know that. what goes around comes around.
So, you chose your path. Now, it's my turn. Good luck to you both though.
-Hopeinyoureyes
